I always knew something was wrong, even as a child. But at thirteen years old the nightmare began. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and although my life had never been what you would call normal from an emotional aspect, that diagnosis altered my life forever. It was a constant battle for emotional stability and trying to make it in a world where I just did not seem to fit in. In this book you will endure the daily struggles and battles that go hand and hand with bipolar disorder. I will tell you of my tormented path on how I ended up here and let you in on my diary of my deepest thoughts in poetry form. I will ask you to step outside yourself and into the manic mind of the mentally ill. Do you have the strength to walk the road of a manic mind?